The other morning we had just woken up and we were upstairs in Jace's room changing his diaper like we do every morning. The sun was beautiful so I ran and grabbed my camera and tried to catch a regular morning in our lives and I love them! No posing, just these beautiful boys being themselves.
Lately I have been trying to make the most of the days with these boys. I had a moment a couple of weeks ago when I looked at Jacoby and realized just how big he is getting. It hit me hard, really hard. I realized that I really don't have that much longer of him with me every day all day long and it makes me sad, really sad! I love him and I love being with him all the time. I love being the one to teach him, to know everything that is going on in his life. To know of his frustrations during the day and what made him happy that day. I will miss the little things when he gets big and starts leaving me more often. I will miss his snuggles and loves the most! He is the best hugger and he always wants me to hold and cuddle him. I know my days are numbered but I will enjoy them as much as possible because I know this will not last much longer and I will miss it so much when it is gone.
Then I look at Jace and think well at least I have this little one to kiss on and have around when Jacboy starts heading out more and he is really a fun one to be around. He makes me laugh and loves to cuddle and kiss me. He loves to nurse and giggles and laughs when he knows it's time for milky. I love that he gets so excited! But I look at him a little closer and realize that my baby is not so little any more and pretty soon he will follow in Jacoby's footsteps and leave the house more and that makes me sad, really sad.
So right now I am going to enjoy them, every part of them. I am going to love them and cuddle them and tickle them tell they are laughing so hard they can't breathe and I am going to take in the moments like this morning where we spent the entire morning in our jammies playing, laughing and cuddling
1 comment:
So cute!! At Boens graduation tonight they played "just let me be little" I am not sure who the artist is on it but these pictures could be put to that music. They are darling, it is so sad that it goes by so fast. Enjoy these times. Love you. Mom
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